Wednesday, May 28, 2008

the longest movie

我们的开始
是很长的电影
放映了三年
我票都还留着
冰上的芭蕾
脑海中还在旋转
望着你慢慢忘记你

朦胧的时间
我们溜了多远
冰刀画的圈
圈起了谁改变
如果再重来
会不会稍嫌狼狈
爱是不是不开口才珍贵

再给我两分钟
让我把记忆结成冰
别融化了眼泪
你妆都花了
要我怎么记得
记得你叫我忘了吧
记得你叫我忘了吧
你说你会哭
不是因为在乎

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

Monday, May 26, 2008

it took a moment of my life,

to realise how foolish i was.

the promises you made;

those places u brought me to;

every single thing u did for me,

all etched deeply inside of my heart.

What else can i say, but the word sorry?

I can only grieve, with those cards and photos in my hands.

No turning back.

Sunday, May 25, 2008


arhhh!!! didnt attend church again. thanks for the apple py! it helps really!
had a good long rest in the evening and thus decided to catch a movie with queennie. victor n hazim joined in the movie as well. didnt want to waste my saturday off just like that.
met joseph after the movie. stay over night. urghs. nose-block. tuition is cancelled. another good time rest. see that girl in the photo? is joseph's cute lil sister.

Thursday, May 22, 2008

eadelin wants to run faster
eadelin feels like buying that ty bear
eadelin wants to grab that bag
eadelin needs one pair of red socks badly
eadelin has to get a dress soon
eadelin wants to go sentosa
eadelin wants to have a good time with friends
eadelin hates tests and exams
eadelin doesnt like to get injured
eadelin is addicted to basketball now
eadelin is losing her voice, AGAIN.
eadelin is lethargic
eadelin wants to sleeeeep
eadelin needs a tube of pimple cream

Monday, May 19, 2008



presents from my aunty!










aunty and cousins just came back from US n
they're staying in singapore for a week before heading to genting. i miss u priscillia and pam! oh shucks. i don even know the new baby girl's name.
hahahas.

Saturday, May 17, 2008


pray for my 800m race tmr! nights

Friday, May 16, 2008

=)

My Valentine

If there were no words
No way to speak
I would still hear you
If there were no tears
No way to feel inside
I'd still feel for you

And even if the sun refuse to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart
Until the end of time
You're all i need
My love, my valentine

All of my life
I have been waiting for
All you give to me
You've opened my eyes
And showed me how to love unselfishly
I've dreamed of this a thousand times before
In my dreams i couldnt love you more
I will give you my heart
Until the end of timeYou're all i need
My love, my valentine

La da da
Da da da da

And even if the sun refuse to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart
Until the end of time
Cuz all i need
Is you, my valentine

You're all i need
My love, my valentine


Without You

No I can't forget this evening
Or your face as you were leaving
But I guess that's just the way
The story goes
You always smile but in your eyes
Your sorrow shows
Yes it shows

No I can't forget tomorrow
When I think of all my sorrow
When I had you there
But then I let you go
And now it's only fair
That I should let you know
What you should know

I can't live
If living is without you
I can't live
I can't give anymore
I can't live
If living is without you
I can't give
I can't give anymore

Well I can't forget this evening
Or your face as you were leaving
But I guess that's just the way
The story goes
You always smile but in your eyes
Your sorrow shows
Yes it shows

I can't live
If living is without you
I can't live
I can't give any more
I can't live
If living is without you
I can't give
I can't give anymore

HERO

[ Verse 1: ]
There's a hero
if you look inside your heart.
You don't have to be afraid of what you are.
There's an answer
if you reach into your soul
and the sorrow that you know will melt away.

[ Chorus: ]
And then a hero comes along
with the strength to carry on
and you cast your fears aside
and you know you can survive.
So, when you feel like hope is gone
look inside you and be strong
and you'll finally see the truth
that a hero lies in you.

[ Verse 2: ]
It's a long road
when you face the world alone.
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold.
You can find love
if you search within yourself
and the emptiness you felt will disappear.

[ Chorus: ] And then a hero comes along
with the strength to carry on
and you cast your fears aside
and you know you can survive.

So, when you feel like hope is gone
look inside you and be strong
and you'll finally see the truth
that a hero lies in you.

Un break my Heart

Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Come back and bring back my smile
Come and take these tears away
I need your arms to hold me now
The night are so unkind
Bring back those nights when I held you beside me

Un-break my heart
Say you'll me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart
My heart

Take back that sad word good-bye
Bring back the joy to my life
Don't leave me here with these tears
Come and kiss that pain away
I can't forget the day you left
Time is so unkind
And life is so cruel without you here beside me

Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart
My heart

Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Bring back the nights when I held you beside me

Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Un-cry that tears
I cried so many, many nights
Un-break my

Un-break my heart
Come back and say you love me
Un-break my heart
Sweet darlin
'Without you I just can't go on
Can't go on....


ANGEL

Spend all your time waiting
For that second chance
For a break that would make it okay
Theres always one reason
To feel not good enough
And its hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
Oh beautiful release
Memory seeps from my veins
Let me be empty
And weightless and maybe
Ill find some peace tonight


In the arms of an angel
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
Youre in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort there


So tired of the straight line
And everywhere you turn
Theres vultures and thieves at your back
And the storm keeps on twistingYou keep on building the lie
That you make up for all that you lack
It dont make no difference
Escaping one last time
Its easier to believe in this sweet madness oh
This glorious sadness that brings me to my knees


In the arms of an angel
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
Youre in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort there
Youre in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here

Thursday, May 15, 2008

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Wednesday, May 14, 2008

had dinner with joseph's family just now. joseph ate alot. LIKE ALOT.
one plate of chicken chop + some chicken wings + one plate of rice + stingray and fish.
loving parents he has and of cos his sweet little sister. o ya.
his mum has a good sense of humour. kekekes. den free riding back home. of cos not joseph's car. is joseph's dad's car.

worrying for this sun's competition. my 800m timing is horrendous. GOD! GIVE ME THE STRENGTH TO RUN.
the feeling of being tight down by studies and running. no turning back. fat hope about slowing down the pace. no alternative routes. lack of freedom. damn the globalisation. life isnt going anywhere. time is running. the world is changing. stomach always hungry. i'm going bonkers!

Sunday, May 11, 2008

retarded faces!





sat:
watched 'what happens in vegas' with joseph. very wild and touching movie. i would rate this movie 3.5 stars. after the movie, headed straight down to church for mothers day service. should have pulled my grandma along. well~

dinner at sim pang. YUMMY bryani.

- missing someone... TERRIBLY.

Wednesday, May 07, 2008



with waiwan hot hot
wenjie dumbdumb
smelly nicole
my track juniors.. oh yah. council too.






with sheeting da bian




with kimberly guniang

AND NOW MY CLASSMATES!
QUEENNIE, THE QUEEN.
MINGLEE, THE MIFFY!
SLEEPY ZOLENE.



Tuesday, May 06, 2008

secret

Leng ka fei li kai le bei dian
Wo ren zhu de qing xu zai hen hou mian

Ping ming xiang wan hui de cong qian
Zai wo lian shang yi jiu qing xi ke jian

Zui mei de bu shi xia yu tian
Shi ceng yu ni duo guo yu de wu yan
Hui yi de hua mian
Zai dang zhe qiu qian
Meng kai shi bu tian

Ni shuo ba ai jian jian fang xia hui zou geng yuan
You he bi qu gai bian ni zou guo de shi jie
Ni yong ni de zhi jian
Zu zhi wo shuo zai jian
Xiang xiang ni zai shen bian
Zai wan quan shi qu zhi qian

Ni shuo ba ai jian jian fang xia hui zou geng yuan
Huo xu ming yun de qian zhi rang wo men yu jian

Zhi rang wo men xiang lian
Zhe yi ji de qiu tian
Piao luo hou cai fa xian
Zhe xing fu de sui pian
Yao wo zen me jian

Leng ka fei li kai le bei dian
Wo ren zhu de qing xu zai hen hou mian

Ping ming xiang wan hui de cong qian
Zai wo lian shang yi jiu qing xi ke jian
Zui mei de bu shi xia yu tian
Shi ceng yu ni duo guo yu de wu yan
Hui yi de hua mian
Zai dang zhe qiu qian
Meng kai shi bu tian

Ni shuo ba ai jian jian fang xia hui zou geng yuan
You he bi qu gai bian ni zou guo de shi jie
Ni yong ni de zhi jian
Zu zhi wo shuo zai jian
Xiang xiang ni zai shen bian
Zai wan quan shi qu zhi qian

Ni shuo ba ai jian jian fang xia hui zou geng yuan
Huo xu ming yun de qian zhi rang wo men yu jian
Zhi rang wo men xiang lian
Zhe yi ji de qiu tianPiao luo hou cai fa xian
Zhe xing fu de sui pianYao wo zen me jian

冷咖啡离开了杯垫
我忍住的情绪在很后面

拼命想挽回的从前
在我脸上依旧清晰可见

最美的不是下雨天
是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐

回忆的画面
在荡着秋千梦开始不甜

你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
又何必去改变你走过的时间
你用你的指尖阻止我说再见
想想你在身边才完全失去之前

你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
或许命运的签只让我们遇见
只让我们相恋这一季的秋天
飘落后才发现这幸福的碎片
要我怎么捡

Sunday, May 04, 2008

i'm feeling a little sad. a little disappointed. a little upset.
couldnt meet up with some of you. am so sorry.
life is just soo ______ for me seriously.
hope u people understand.
not trying to show cool image or something.
i'll use my post-A levels holiday to make up for it? i guess so.
_______________________________________________

oh well. i've decided nt to post any track n field meet photos. cos i look like a malay there. SOMEONE'S FATHER THOUGHT I WAS A MALAY.
SOMEONE MADE HIS SISTER CRY.
SOMEONE DIDNT GO HOME THE WHOLE NIGHT. hoho